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Struggling with Who You Are versus Who You Want to Be

“Caged In” I do Conceptual Art Photography as a hobby.  I created this photo with the idea that we all struggle with something.  We are all trapped in cages of addiction.  I believe that no addiction is worse than any … Continue reading

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Which addiction do you think is the hardest?

This is a question that seems to be coming up a lot.  I have friends who tell me that they would be interested in going to Celebrate Recovery because they have some issues they’re struggling with.  One kind of laughed … Continue reading

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Solomon’s Lust, Pt. 3 of 6

“For the lips of a forbidden woman drip honey, and her speech is smoother than oil, but in the end she is bitter as wormwood, sharp as a two-edged sword.  Her feet go down to death; her steps follow the … Continue reading

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How Does One Avoid Seeing “Her”?! (The_Lust_Struggle_Cont’d)

So, I just started school again.  I have to drive 7 hours to get there every week and then back. Monday was my first day and I’m struggling with something… The school I’m going to is in Santa Barbara and … Continue reading

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Feeling Lonely, Isolated, and Socially Inept

When I was in college, I really felt like an outcast to society.  My mind was warped by drugs and I had developed an attitude about the world that wasn’t healthy.  It was separating me from reality and, more importantly, … Continue reading

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What do you see in this picture?

Here’s another photo I took on my “bored walk”.  I’ve captured an essence of decay.  There are dead leaves, dead stems, a cigarette butt, dry dirt, dead plants, and there in the midst of it stands a perfect flower.  The … Continue reading

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Never again… Nevermind!

Over the summer, I thought I had given up porn for good.  I didn’t view it for three whole months.  I had such a strong determination.  I kept telling myself that I would NEVER, EVER, EVER, EVER under ANY circumstances … Continue reading

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Why are all the good people leaving the churches?

I’ve attended a lot of churches in my 15 year Christian career.  I’ve noticed that there seems to be a Multi-level marketing mindset permeating most, if not all, of them.  What I mean is that most people there seem to … Continue reading

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It’s not free!

A page from my experience with porn… “Every morning that I wake up, it feels the same.  Empty…  I’m sad and lonely and hurting.  I don’t know what to do about it.  I spend moments laying in bed thinking about … Continue reading

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