Tag Archives: God

Finding Yourself…

During a midlife crisis, it is common for a person to re-evaluate their life.  One one hand, that can be dangerous because it has led many people to make decisions that they have regretted later.  On the other hand, I … Continue reading

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Struggling with Who You Are versus Who You Want to Be

“Caged In” I do Conceptual Art Photography as a hobby.  I created this photo with the idea that we all struggle with something.  We are all trapped in cages of addiction.  I believe that no addiction is worse than any … Continue reading

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Engaging in Homosexuality is NOT Okay! There I said it!

What will happen to me now that I’ve expressed what I believe on this topic?  Will I be labeled a hater, judgmental, or find myself locked in debate on the matter?  I’m not sure.  But, it does seem more and … Continue reading

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Struggling with Church!

Lately, I’ve been getting really deep with myself.  I’ve been asking myself some really hard questions.  I don’t know that I have all the answers yet, but there’s been a certain level of clarity going on in my head.  The … Continue reading

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My 2 Weeks Alone at Home–Porn War!

Well, the two weeks have ended.  My family returned from their trip and I am still alive and together.  I wasn’t sure whether I would be completely torn apart by my addiction during that time or not.  But, I wanted … Continue reading

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A Christian Porn Addict…

So, in my last post I was detailing how exactly I went from a New Ager to a Christian.  I explained how God convinced me to take another look at the Bible and Jesus.  I explained the amazing things God … Continue reading

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How Lust Dissolves Spirituality

There are a lot of reasons to give up porn and lust.  Some of them are positive reasons and some are negative.  I’m thinking today about a negative reason that has provided me with motivation for change.  It comes from … Continue reading

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Solomon’s Lust, Pt. 4 of 6

“For the commandment is a lamp and the teaching a light, and the reproofs of discipline are the way of life, to preserve you from the evil woman, from the smooth tongue of the adulteress.   Do not desire her beauty … Continue reading

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“YOU ARE NOT GOD, CONTROL FREAK!!”

After 40 years of marriage, my mom has just recently divorced my dad.  Through it all, my dad and I started talking like we never had before.  It wasn’t that we had had any real problems in our relationship but … Continue reading

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Going Through the Steps–1 through 3 (Celebrate Recovery)

This will be one of those blogs where I just kind of spue my thoughts and feelings out on the page.  Forgive me if it is unpolished and not all that well thought out.  I just want to get it … Continue reading

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